More Holidays

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Hi.
So my room's been painted and I really love it. Here are some pictures of my room, the place I usually write from: 


Some of my books :3



A doodle I did last year and decided to hang up. 



 Piggy bank that I got for Xmas, ages ago. It was filled with Jelly Beans. 

Lithium came round last week. She keeps saying that she 'ships' me and Lead. Ew, I mean, we're kind of friends and we laugh a lot but... just no. 

Earlier this week I spent three days at this school in Hogsloom for a Drama thing. I was there from ten till four so it was basically like a usual school day- six hours with a lunch break. The first half of the day, we had this person, an actor or a producer, come in and talk to us about the industry. We'd have lunch- I sat with Lutetium every day, we're good friends now. She's really pretty and reminds me of Hermione Granger a bit. For the other half of the day we either made some short films or helped some girls with their LAMDA pieces which was alright. Lutetium seemed to really enjoy it. 

I found out that I kind of dislike kids. I mean, some of them are great but others are just downright little bitches. So, this kid called "Technetium" (who's eleven) called me a 'goth' *I'm not* and a 'Grumpy cow because you never talk'. 

What I wanted to reply with:
  • "Maybe I don't talk to little dipshits."
  • "Call me that one more time and I'll break your face"
What I actually replied with:
  • "Maybe you think I never speak because you've never made an effort to talk to me"
And I know that was the right thing to do but I had to fight all urges to say one of the other things but I couldn't because he was ten. His brother (who's nine) kept calling me a grumpy cow as well. By the time you're eleven, you should be emotionally mature enough to not insult people you barely know. So it's not that he didn't know what he was doing was wrong, he's just an asshole. 

But at least I don't have to take it entirely personally because he asked my friend with braces "What's wrong with your mouth?" and called our drama teacher "fat and old". 

Anyway, at least it'll make a vaguely interesting conversation topic. 

In an hour I'm going to Lithium's house- I'll tell her about it then. Also, next week, I'm spending a week in Spain. Mum spontaneously decided to book a holiday there. I'm quite worried about the heatwave Lucifer and apparently there have been some wildfires. 

I have to go and pack my bag for Lithium's now so, bye. 

-Radium








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