Oh, so you decide to grace us with your presence after a month of not posting...
Hello. I have not posted for one month and one day. I have accepted that I must have lost what small audience I had. There are several reasons (excuses) as to why I haven't posted. Firstly, my computer broke. Secondly, it was Christmas and I was (kind of? ish?) busy. By busy, I don't mean doing anything productive. I mean sleeping and reading and attempting to spend time with family. Also, between Boxing Day and New Year's Eve, I felt like shit. I knew I shouldn't be feeling like shit because I'd been given presents and had a good time but I couldn't help feeling that I didn't deserve any of it. On the night of Christmas day, I stayed awake until 3am staring at the ceiling of my cousin's bedroom and thinking about death. This doesn't make me deep or special. I kept drafting post ideas i.e. 10 Reasons why I hate Christmas or My New Year Resolutions but the writing was extremely forced and not very good. Maybe my writing always ...